It's true, lifes not fair

So it's very true. Life isn't fair. That's what I've learned this week. Let me explain.

Not very long ago Tom and I decided to hold off on moving. We decided it would be financially smart to stay at home for a few more months and pay more off (well me pay more off, Tom just save more). Everyone thought I was being awfully calm about it all. Which I was b/c, for some reason it just didn't bother me. All of our friends still live in the area, and commuting in the summer isn't nearly as bad as commuting in the winter.

Well then the other night we found out that a bunch more of our friends have bought houses/condos. Its just so frustrating b/c I've been out of school for almost a year and working on paying stuff off and whatnot. But now I'm still at home like a 16 year old. Ugh. It's just extremely frustrating. I thought it was going to be smart to stay for a few more months, but now it just sucks. Sucks. Sucks. Sucks.

I'm sure I am just being a big whimp about this, but it just seems like life isn't fair. I'm a 22 (nearly 23) old college graduate who still lives at home and I'm in a 4-year relationship (that truth be told isn't moving anywhere b/c we're still at home w/ our parents so we half the time it feels like we're in high school).

Maybe all of this seems worse than it is b/c i'm pms-ing, which always makes everything worse. But also maybe it sucks b/c Tom is pretty calm and it doesn't bother him that we're some of the last people moving. I'm trying to be calm like him, but you all know me, I'm not calm. Plus I always want things my way. (I blame this on being a Taurus -- damn those astrological signs!)

In good news though Tom has some interviews next week. yay! :)

Looks like my only hope left is if I win the lotto. Or maybe I'll find a buried pirate treasure, that'd be cool, too.