a not so good day.

Today was a not good day (only one good thing happened, but i'll get to that in a minute). I stayed up late last night finishing my art journal (on monopoly, bad tattoos, Brad Holland and completementary colors). But because I've been so stressed out lately my stomach has been aching really bad, which made it hard to concentrate on art. Once I finally finished my homework and went to bed about 1-1:30 i was extremely exhausted. So exhausted that I either didn't set my alarm or i didn't hear it go off. I woke up at 9:30 (which is an hour and a half past when my art class STARTS). So i was pissed because i did the homework and had missed class... and i can't turn it in late and i just hate missing that class b/c it's so informative. Then I went to eat lunch @ Mr. Eds like i do every tues & thursday and NO ONE is there. The few people who usually eat w/ me were no where to be found. I don't think I'd ever felt so alone. Then i went to class, it was fine. Came back home and got a good email. My 1st Amendment poster was one of the Top 16 in the contest (and although i didn't win any cash prizes i was still excited.) But I had no one to share it will. I sent tom a message, but it's not the same. I wanted someone to be like that's awesome, let's go look at it (as it is on display at the Curris Center). I called a friend to tell her (and hoped she would go w/ me) but she was sleeping and is sick so i wasn't about to bother her w/ it. So now I'm home, alone, and am happy about my poster but have no one to share my joy with. I hate being all alone here. I can't wait to graduate and I can't wait to get out Kentucky.